EPIC FAIL!!

So I guess with all the jogging and walking I've been doing on the treadmill and with the small improvements I've seen, I deluded myself into thinking I could actually be a runner, you know, the hardcore, run just about everyday, do 6 marathons a year, GPS watch owning runner. I guess I shouldn't call it an epic fail maybe a half-epic fail. I actually got up the nerve to run outside this evening, all psyched up, adrenaline pumping, kind of nervous, ready to go after chickening our umpteen times before. I figured I'd have no problem jogging 1 to 1 1/2 miles, I could do it on the treadmill, no problem and then I'd walk and jog like I was used to doing on the treadmill for the remainder of the 3 miles. Stretched my legs out, threw on my old running shoes. cranked up the mp3 player (Lady Gaga) and off I went, first of all my ankles kept feeling all wobbly and then my shin splints acted up and then that old familiar twinge of pain in the old lady hip...seriously??? This was supposed to be a piece of cake, I was semi-conditioned, or so I thought, I made it 2 blocks jogging, yep, 2 long ass blocks, I could have cried, what a total let down! I guess I didn't realize how much different it was actually hitting the pavement when all I've done is the treadmill. I call it a half-epic fail because I didn't turn around and stomp back those 2 blocks home and call it quits, instead I walked, and did a little more jogging, not much jogging, my confidence is pretty much blown at this point, but I did 2.5 miles, mostly walking, but I did it anyway. One of my problems aside from the physical aspects of not being able to do this is that I care too much what other people think and I know I need to get past that. That wasn't the reason I had to stop jogging but it was in the back of my mind when I was walking. I can feel all the jiggly parts jiggling and I'm sure it isn't pretty when I run. I need to say screw it if you don't like it don't look at it, but I'm not quite there yet. My son is going to jog with me once school is out, so that will help, to have a jogging buddy, tonight I just feel like a loser!
Calories for the day: 1360
Not sure how many calories I burned because the jogging watch told me I did 1 1/2 miles (I clocked it out in the car at 2.5) and only burned 58 calories and I'm sure it's more than that!